Tonight I don't have anything particular on my mind, and nothing exciting happened today...just the usual day off stuff, clean, de-clutter, grocery shop...the usual. I just wish that wasn't how my days off were, I wish I could have some fun...and adventure. I don't know what I'd like to do, but something other than the ordinary. I know what keeps me back...I'm just hesitant. I don't make rash decisions.No is always my first answer, but not always my final answer. I wish I could learn how to forget about some of the mundane things that I feel so tied down to and just do something fun for no other reason but that I want to do it.
I wish I knew how to swim, I wish I had a bike to ride, I wish I could have the feeling I did as a kid when I rode my bike down a hill and my hair blew back and my stomach didn't land in my throat. I need the sensation of freedom, I don't resent my obligations, but I do get wary of the day to day.
But all of this only bother me when I think about it.
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